The Good Life

The weather's been pretty crazy lately. I feel oddly conflicted about how I feel about this weather.

I like the rain because it feels refreshing. Its also comforting to just hear the rain hitting your windows, and its fun to feel the rain when its not to heavy. Also because of the weather in California, its just nice to have a week of rain now and then.

But... at the same time I cant do many things. I cant hang out, cant walk home (I actually enjoy walking home), cant go to the gym (...according to my dad) and I cant stay outside and... I dont have any rain music. Also the rain has been excessive, so I pretty much get drenched when I go outside.

So... yea. This past week's been interestin fer me.

On one hand, I'm kinda relaxed because I've been pacing myself for finals for like, a month now for finals, so I'm pretty relaxed. Combined with the rain and the lack of activities (even my Chinese class was canceled!) its been a pretty lazy week.

On the other hand... its finals. Finals suck, and doing well on all my finals could basically make or break all of my grades. Which is pretty damn scary. I also have this thingy called Academic Decathlon I have to sort of study for, which is on the 30th.

I think I've stumbled on a weird concept that could be applicable to many people.

Most people dont like school. I know I dont. I think its safe to say that the people that dont like school, wish that they didnt have to go so they could do whatever they want without any consequences. You gotta admit, thats sounds pretty damn good.

So basically I've come to the conclusion that I dont like school, and that I wish I didnt have it so I could sleep in/sleep late/ talk to people/game/eat/go out/go to the gym/whatever.

But, I realized that eventually, this would suck. After awhile all of these things would start to get repetitive and old and I really wouldnt have much to do. It would kind of be a drudge to do a lot of the things that before this, I would like to do. I mean, during the summer sometimes I get bored so... yea this would really screw me over.

So basically, I'm in a rut.

I dont like school, but at the same time eventually I wouldnt like all the freedom I'd get.

I hate to say it but... I think I need school, for more than just gettin lerned. I suppose if I did have the freedom that I described I could just substitute something with school, but it'd be the same concept with a different name which doesnt help.

So... yea.

School sucks.




I dont know what to make of this post. I kinda went nowhere in general, but it felt nice to put my thoughts down.

Also:



I thought this was pretty funny, but also pretty depressing...

Wake up in the mornin, cant believe what I see, tell me who's that funky dude, starin back at me

Yea some of my blog posts are the names of songs. And by some, I mean 16/25. Yay for originality.